megaskunk

Man I need a break. I really could stand to have an adultier adult come in and do the adulting for a week or so. It just feels like there's always something. I'm physically tired, mentally tired, and emotionally tired. But shit has to get done, so shit I will continue to do. I'm tired of there always being someplace I have to be. I'm so tired of appointments. The beginning of the year I was going to doctor appointments for myself. Now it's vet appointments for the dog and maintenance shit for my car. I need a haircut but I don't even want to make an appointment because I don't want to HAVE to be somewhere. I also want to go to the eye doctor soon, cuz I feel like my close vision is starting to go downhill, but again, don't want an appointment. Even the library classes that I like doing are starting to feel a little like a burden. I do still want to do them though. I just really wanted like, a month of no appointments, but it doesn't seem like that's possible. Even therapy like, most Mondays I've been like, wanting to have my therapy appointment but also don't want to do it as soon as I get home. I almost wish I could do therapy before work, cuz after work I want to be able to just relax. But considering I usually end up crying it's probably better not to do it before work lol. It's probably a good thing I did finally start therapy again before all this stuff started happening.

I burned frankincense incense in the apartment Wednesday to try to clear out the bad juujuu that felt like was around the building. When I got home from work Wednesday there were people talking to the police because apparently there'd been a couple of guys around who threatened them with a knife and spit on them? Then later that night a car crashed outside the building. Or possibly into the building, because one of the windows of the theater is broken. But we still can't figure out what happened. (The people inside the car seemed to be fine. They didn't even go in the ambulance that showed up). I don't know how much it really did, but the vibes did feel better after the incense was finished burning. Maybe I should do some more.

In new year's resolution updates - I did complete the fix-it pile last month, so that's good. And I'm almost done with the current rare breed wool that I've been working on. Honestly I probably could have finished it a couple of weeks ago, but I kinda forgot that it was ready to be plied already and then the times I remember I've either not had time or just been lazy. Hopefully this weekend I will finish it. I also need to make my mom's Mother's Day present still. I want to make her some silk flowers like the one we made at a library class. Hopefully I remember how to do it. Eep.

Well, I suppose I should go take Charlie out so we can all settle in for the night. Hopefully I'll have more fun/less complainy posts soon.