megaskunk

On the eve of my birthday, when I'm about to get a year older, I'm realizing I still don't feel like an adult. Does anyone ever really feel like an adult? Or does the title just get assigned to you when you reach a certain age? I don't feel like a kid, but I don't feel like what I would think a real adult would feel like. I feel more like still in mid-20s where like, can get shit done and be responsible, but also don't REALLY know wtf I'm doing. Yesterday was a good example. Goose was having a hard time with the side effects of the anesthesia from surgery, and I def felt over my head (running on only 4 hours of sleep didn't help either). I wanted there to be a more adult-y adult there to take charge. Not saying I didn't eventually take care of what needed to be taken care of, but I also ended up just having a third of a loaf of garlic bread for dinner. I dunno, maybe you feel more like an adult if you have kids. Or if you're actually able to buy a house. Then again, maybe being an adult is just being overwhelmed but getting it all done anyway.

I'm pretty whatever about my birthday this year. It's just such a nothing, in the middle of whatever age, I don't really feel like doing much. The weather is going to be very whatever as well, so not even sure if can go enjoy being outside like I did last year. Once you hit 30 you shouldn't even have your age change every year anymore. Just start going in increments of 5 every 5 years. Cuz like, wtf is 37? Just a number that sounds older than I feel.

...I just realized that I've been sitting here typing this up while holding a large, pink skunk plushy under my arm the whole time. So maybe the answer to the subject is no, I'm not an adult lol.